i had loads of self confidence before i had children at a vey young age.
now i constantly compare my self to others.
and it is horrible because i look NOTHING like your average pretty 21 year old.
i feel like the only was to attain a perfect body is plastic surgery, my pregnancies left me with yucky belly skin i can’t get rid of no matter how hard i try.
i have had a better outlook on my appearance lately but only because others tell me that i am beautiful, I’m not convinced.
i try to look in the mirror everyday and see something different and beautful about myself, but its not working.
i started a pilates routine 4 days ago that has put muscles to work that i didn’t even know existed.
hopefully being thinner overall will help me accomplish this goal.
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