do missionary work

Meditation, prayer, fasting have given me insight into myself as well as others. Now I have a better understanding of John Lennon and Yoko Ono. Never was I prepared to bare myself, which was difficult in its self, but my soul also. The mind, body, and soul are transformed to an eastern way of thinking. All we need is the minimum to exist. Out of body meditation gives a new prospective and insights into your being. Added is the insight you get looking into anothers soul all the while baring your own soul. Define nirvana? Euphoria is the best word I can use to describe this. You vow to live a life of poverty as a Jesuit priest does. Materialism is exposed as consumption which validates us to ourselves. Never mind the needy. Feed the greedy. It is only acceptable to use material possesions that are given. Seek those in dire need and meet or exceed their need. Simple is this life and rewarding. Those who seek to keep up with the Jone’s may never understand. Understand that they need not have things to be truely happy. Do they have possesions or do the possesions have them? No one is as blind as those who will not open their eyes or turn on the light. I feel fortunate for living and following the truth. This comes from the heart and pleases the Lord. We pay homage to him by doing his work. I please and honor my church, ZEN master, and the countless people who have helped me grow by spreading the teachings.

I met a quiet man. Observing him I saw a kind and loving soul who cares about others. His is a service to others and does not seek the praise of men. His obligations keep him from his true yearning. Someday he will be able to do what he was put on the earth for. His true fate and calling. He is tireless and has strength from above. Remarkable is his relentless ability to pray for hours/days on end, fast for days, toil to help the less fortunate, and all the while fooling the masses. He is a superstar and true idol who champions the poor. He has walked the hood, ghetto, barrio, and walks amongst us. Seeking to serve God and the greater glory of God. I pray that I may find what this man has.

I am hoping so much for an opportunity where I can do missionary work again. It would be ideal if I could do work in my schooling field.