Deal with Depression

i went to the doctors
she gave me yet more new tablets thats a third change in 6months
and im also going to councleing oh the fun of it all

i think im going to stay off the drink with these ones and see what happens lol

rachel has another sober buddy now lol
weeheey …..ithink lol

was down in greenock on friday/saturday
and i have left my tablets down there
and im well feeling it
my head feels funny and i wish i had them back

:’(

i feel awful!!

dropping back into the way i was
i lost my tablets for a few days and when i didnt have them i was having a panic attck continuolsly
it soo nice out side but i cant go out
i litrally feel terrified to go out myself
i was never like this before i feel like some kinda freak

:S

beating depression
with the help on anti-depresants and AMAZIN mates
i couldnt really go wrong

:D

it just sucks. especially when you’re not able to get help for it cuz your mom doesn’t believe you and thinks you’re too young to be feeling this way.

on diffrent tablets to take now
gahhh
will it eve stop

:S

going to the doctors tomrrow i think, i wonder if he’ll give me somethig cozz over the pst few days i went right downhill lol i dunno why aswell

ohh well :) ill get throo it …..i hope

last time i have gotten soo much better
maybee not with the whole painkiller thing but im alot more happy
i seen my friends :D
altho on monday i wish it was under diffrent circumstance’s

can i get out this massive hole i got into, ever since i moved away from greenock i got worse, i stopped going to the doctors i dnt know why , al i do is stay in during the week and do nothing i hate this , and i know they try and help me but i feel my friends are slipping away from me im not one of the four anymore i feel soo alone, and my ex dosent make it any easier saying im a shit person when she was the one who cheated on me with 9 guys i dnt know what to do ….it sounds sad but i just want to go “home”

I’ve been battling with depression for almost 3 years and I hope to overcome the disease soon.