Not care what people think of me

The fact that I am ugly is not my problem. I don’t have to look at myself, you do!=P

It don’t matter whether I care or not….

It’s all about my reactions….

What i know right now is i do what makes ME happy and always keeping in mind to care for others….

I usually don’t care how strangers think. I care what friends and family think to a degree.

It’s how i react that matters. As long as I live by my spirit and keeping in mind of others then I am good to go.

It’s a matter of how I care about me that’s most important.

I’m quite proud of me tonight. I attend a meeting every Wednesday which was tonight. Sometimes I’m so weary of what I say, how I say it etc. Well I just spoke my truth, felt confident about it and left feeling awesome.

I did what i thought was best for me and not try to be what i think people want me to be. Progress :)

Friends of mine laugh at things that i find so not funny. I laugh anyway in case I might look stupid that I didn’t get the joke. Fake laughing is tough.

As far back as I can remember I have always tried to please someone…anyone. My mom, husband, best friend and more so than ever my mother-in-law. We had a baby girl 6 months ago and my mother-in-law is the only one I care so much about how she thinks of me. In my eyes she is super mom! and I could never live up to that. It gets the best of me and has taken hours of my day when I beat myself up about how much I care what she thinks of me and how I am raising our little girl. I’ve often tip toed and held my opinions in so it wouldn’t cause a disagreement. I want to be the way I was in high school…I didn’t give one crap about what anyone thought of me and always did my own thing. Where did she go?

I’ve always found it hard to just not care what others think. I don’t know why that is. I used to be so confident in myself and now I really don’t know why I’m not. I have no reason not to be.

It is extreamly hard not to care.. but i think if you work with your mind and do what you care about and how u think of you is important… People shouldnt make are break you. Look past the people that get in your way of being beautiful.

Unless you lived my life, don’t judge me because you don’t know, never have & never will know, every little thing and detail about me.

those that mind dont matter and those that matter dont mind! xx

Your life is so much more enjoyable when you learn that it doesnt matter what everybody else thinks