get my mojo working like a mofo (again)

kinda tired, slow, frumpy…needing to exercise, get a hair cut and color, stand straight, in a word—Invisible.

Despite being all this and being on two hours sleep, somone I thought was fairly attractive showed some interest in me and it made my day.

What a lovely thing.

I pulled my mojinator.
It’s at the very least, sprained.

I need to get some major mojification a-happenin’ here.

I came back from MN and I just thought “whats holding me back?” and the answer was, nothing.

So I guess I just needed to realise I am still me.

I am so happy about that, sounds weird I know, but I guess it’s just been such a mad couple of months aomething had to give.

:)

have a moment where you forget yourself? I don’t mean forget completely, I mean like you loose all sense of style and individuality and feel all bleh…?

I do, at least last week I totally did, it really did make me feel like a big ol’ pile of kak. I know I must have driven a certain individual batshit with my clingy whingeyness, and as I was doing it in the back of my mind my poor mojo was screaming “STOPPIT”, did I listen? Did I F*%k.

So yeah, I just carried on there being all insecure. And then the day before yesterday i realised that hold on it’s me, ME! I like me. And when you don’t like you people get seriously turned off by the whole thingymajig you give off, I know that I’m not totally dimwitted…

So I put on my favourite green eyeshadow and my bestest boots and paraded around the house a bit and wished I had a babysitter!

;)