I want to fall so deeply in love that neither of us could ever fall out of it.

i figured there’s no way anyone can be THAT much inlove… its like dreaming the impossible…

blef!

We broke up.We had a huge fight and we broke up. I still can’t believe it. We had booked our holidays. I had to cancel them yesterday.

i don’t know how i can even begin to complete this goal…

I have waited for so long for someone who I found worthwhile. It’s a long distance relationship and to tell the truth I am having big problems to deal with it. I simply don’t know how to handle with this kind of relationship.I am afraid and I don’t trust. I full of negative emotions such as jealousy, fear, mistrust even hate. I don’t want to be a paranoid woman but I assume what I feel and unfortunately I’m feeling this.

all i want is to love and be loved by someone who appreciates me

I am falling in love. Slowly and frighteningly. I don’t fall in love easily. I am always analysing and questioning. I’m afraid to trust and to be hurt, but who isn’t? So I just want to enjoy this feeling without so many analysis, examinations or associations with the past.

procuro – Mário Cesariny

Em todas as ruas te encontro
em todas as ruas te perco
conheço tão bem o teu corpo
sonhei tanto a tua figura
que é de olhos fechados que eu ando
a limitar a tua altura
e bebo a água e sorvo o ar
que te atravessou a cintura
tanto tão perto tão real
que o meu corpo se transfigura
e toca o seu próprio elemento
num corpo que já não é seu
num rio que desapareceu
onde um braço teu me procura

Em todas as ruas te encontro
em todas as ruas te perco

But as my dearest says, every day it gets worse. I replied, worse, or better?

Even if we do fall out of love.