stop skipping school

Gah, I started skipping again. My friend was right, not going once ended up not going for one week, due to swine flu, but not going for consecutive days. I want to stop skipping. I’m trying, starting tomorrow again. I’ll go to class, even if it’s boring. I’ll sit there and listen to the teachers… I’ll try to stop. No, I NEED to stop.

and had 7 excused absences in 3 months.

FAIL

I’m a senior in high school. I got in a big fight with my only parent and I don’t talk to her anymore. She avoids me everyday and doesn’t cook or buy food. I usually stay in my room all day and can’t seem to get myself to go to school in the morning. I want to stop skipping but it’s like a really bad addiction. I wish I would’ve done homeschooling where I can do my work on my own time and not have to get up everyday at 6:30 am. I hope I’ll fix this soon..otherwise I don’t know how I’ll get into college.

I can’t stop skipping school. I’m 19 years old and still in high school because I keep skipping. When I took my first victory lap last year I told myself that I would never skip because I can’t disappoint myself again. Yet I am here again for another year in high school. I’m so scared of being a failure in life but I don’t know why I can’t stop skipping. I always have reason to justify my actions for skipping but I really don’t know how I can stop. It’s really bring me down I want my mom to be proud of me instead of constantly worrying that I’m skipping again. I really just need to stop.

I just keep doing it. I can’t keep doing this, though. I will do better.

I keep skipping school. I used to have depression and general anxiety, but I’ve been much better. I’m taking medicine and stuff, but lately I can’t stand school. I get too stressed out and unbearably sad for no reason. I don’t remember feeling like this. Because of my depression I keep skipping school and now I’m totally behind. I’m scared. I want this to stop.

So, Ive been going to school for 2 weeks. I skipped one day an one period. The reason why I keep doing this is I don’t do my schoolwork and then I dread going to lass because of it. So, I need to do my work and go to school. I can do this, I know I can.

this will take care of itself once i graduate :)

Aside from today and a small incident last week, I had been going to school for a month straight now!!

I had to stay home today because I got sick. And this time it wasn’t one of those pansy sicknesses. I had to stay in bed forever,my head was exploding, and I was actually crying non-stop from the pain. So yeah, not an excuse.

theres only 19 days of school left and I’m going to try and be there untill the end. I’m getting alot better with this .. horray :D