be brilliant at something

try and finish what i started 4 years ago

Tonight i was brilliant at work. I really was. i can be my own hardest critic but tonight it all came together. I am absolutely wrecked but it flew tonight. Hurray for me! Have to do it all again tommorrow and then twice again on thurs & fri but However that goes I will always have done tonight. 5 years ago

I am brilliant at watching movies. I give myself to them entirely and enjoy them so perfectly that were it an olympic sport i would surely be a national hero. Saw Bobby last night and it was a very great pleasure. But I’m guessing that passive brilliance is somewhat down the totem pole of achievement. we’re looking for something more proactive. 5 years ago

I’ve always tended to be quite good at things. Which is nice. But i watch people who are brilliant at what they do and am deeply envious of them. Its the utter absorbtion and command that impresses me. i want to experience the all consuming joy of being utterly in the zone. Intense understanding? Is that what it is? Was hoping to be brilliant at the job that i am doing at the moment, but i am only ‘quite good’. Not to be sniffed at, I know but wheres the brilliance? How? 5 years ago