There is so much to consider when making a decision like this that affects the rest of your life. Nobody has any real idea on what makes a marriage work or not work. Key ideas pop up again and again like common life goals, common background, level of commitment, acceptance of love as a decision and not only a feeling, and of course the all famous communication. What I share with my boyfriend is a very special bond and of that I have no doubt. I can not say however that I can’t picture my life without him, or that I have any passsionate fire inside me for me. I am comfortable with him and feel a great affection for him. He gets me, he knows how to treat me and I have no doubt of his love towards me. I know I have a good thing going. I enjoy almost everything we do together. There is still something that doesn’t feel 100% right though. I want to know if this is in my mind or if it’s my conscience sending a red flag. 4 years ago
Well ive decided and now its over…I feel as light as a fairy! Asif Im floating on air…I FEEL LIBERATED- AT LAST…. 5 years ago
Its impossible, just as I think its time to end it, he goes and does something nice…what the bloody hell should I do?.. I hate to say it but I couldnt imagine my life without him….. 6 years ago
It’s funny how the dark times in life fall upon us. Yet, sometimes we forget that the shining beacon of light is right under our nose, and yet even then, sometimes we try to convince ourselves otherwise. Combined with life’s tradgedy, things get complicated and you start to doubt yourself – and the ones you love. This was a really easy decision, yet I feel stupid for doubting myself and him; us. What’s funny is that I have never felt so strongly about anything in my life as I do about our lives intertwined forever. Both of us have admitted that it’s impossible to imagine life with anyone else… So why did all this happen? Perhaps it was all for a good reason – for after what we hve survived last year… Well, I can only imagine us as stronger – a force to be reckoned with. Which brings me to a new goal and also a completely different outlook on life. It’s amazing what tradgic situations can do to push someone in the right direction for their life. 6 years ago
