have healthy eating habits

Last night on the simpsons, Lisa had an eatin disorder. Today in the cosmo girl magazine, ED’s that were ignored by parents/doctors. It’d be great to be able to forget about food for a few hours. But it’s EVERYWHERE. _{I don’t really NEED that magazine, but I like seventeen and it’s only like two dollars more to get CG, too.}

Breakfast: Easy mac and a rice cake w/ PB
Lunch: Nutrigrain bar, and split fries and nachos with corneilia
Supper: Yogurt, part of a brownie
Supper again: McD’s w/ mommy

So I haven’t been feeling as guilty about eating, which is so retarded to feel bad about eating in the first place.

Breakfast: Rice cake w/ peanut butter
Lunch: Nutrigrain bar
Supper: A small, healthy whatever-I-can-find

I know I’m not eating like I should be b/c I don’t want anyone to know how I’m eating, I can’t eat anything w/o wondering if it was too much, I come home and sometimes pig out on junk food, and I constantly worry if I look good enough.
I’m sure I’m not even close to an eating disorder since I’m eating around 1200calories.