make love more

My darling has had a perios of little or zero exictment, and depression. I treat my own with a new medication that isn´t inhibiting me and I wish we were atuned in this.

I would like to feel consumed and lucid. I want to roll off the bed laughing. I want lips to taste and fingers to touch. I want the type of sex that makes you cry tears of endearment as you claw at the sheets. I want to sit post-act and talk about life and love. I want to offer myself to someone whole. A passionate fuck. An orgasm please.

Isnt it funny how intimate connection is natural? It is not something that can be manufactured or forged.

I dont feel like once a week is doing it for me… but my sigificant other likes things the way they are… GRRRR