cook something really complicated, yet delicious vegetarian for me

yesterday I had a productive baking day:

inspired by my all lovely neighbor (we go cycling together, daily and I love it!) I tried to bake a bread.
I took good ingredients such as: spelt flour (bio and wholemeal) and sesame and sunflower seeds and linseed.
and it turned out real tasty and also beautiful!
and I made a apple-strudel with homemade dough- also turned out good!
My other neighbor came over with a bucket full of yummy sour apples from her garden- and I used those apples!
my boyfriend loves both- bread and strudel and I am proud and happy!

when I was a child I hardly ate meat- never really liked it- and I remember having a terrible episode: went to the basement of my aunt, who had a pub and restaurant- they were killing a pig there and I saw a bathtub full of blood and that was real shock for me.
I just do not want to eat creatures that are being tortured and just born to be killed after a short time,..at least those mass-bred animals for meat-production are so dignity-stolen- and they all have feelings too- and when I read of ” human-slaughter-methods ” to get more tender meat I get sick.
I am sure that most of the people would not enjoy their meat when they would have to kill the poor animal themselves.
And all those terrible diseases that occur by making cows carniverous animals or putting too many animals in a cage,...
that is not what animals are meant to be for us.
I love eating vegetarian!