find someone to spend the rest of my life with

if i was more outgoing it would probably be easier to meet someone. i do talk to people. i just sometimes get nervous around crowds.

i probably need to spend more time interacting if i want to accomplish this since i broke up with my girlfriend.

i usually look online because i don’t like to socialize much.

and i married the someone i found to spend the rest of my life with on march 28 2008!

I really do what to find someone to spend my life with…

I’ve merely decided that it’s not worth it to worry about this. I’m happy with my life. :)

1. I expect too much
2. they’re too old
3. they’re too young
4. they’re married
5. they’re too weird (a little weird is okay)
6. they think I’m too weird
7. they’re commitment-phobic
8. they smoke
9. they don’t find me attractive
10. they see women as sex objects
11. they can’t find me [I can’t find them] because I just work, go home, lather, rinse, repeat until the weekend and then do solitary things until it’s time to go to work again

That’s a start. Anyone like to add anything?

sometimes i want to push him out the window (of our street level home) but 99.75% i am just so happy we found each other.

I’m at my loneliest when I’m with a group of people, especially when there’s at least one couple there. I can spend a week at home with just my babies (cat, dog and bird), and never feel lonely. But if I spend a couple of hours at happy hour with a group of people, I feel downright depressed.

Doesn’t it seem obvious that this was worth doing?