Learn more about myself

I feel that this goal is comming to an end. The past six months have been so crazy that naturally I’ve grown alot. I am thankful that in the process I feel I understand myself alot more than I used to. Although I’ve always been ‘me’ I now feel that I can put my ideas and beliefs into words as I have a better understanding of them. I am also so much more comftorable with who I am and can accept who I am and enjoy being me more than before. Of course this will never end and I never wish it to. But, for the moment I think I will mark this as ‘done’.

I have been blessed to have been introduced by a dear friend to a wonderful person. This person has changed so many lives and helped so many people find passion in life and the ability to share that passion. Through trainings and study, I have learned so much about myself and have been raised up to look at life with different eyes.

All I know is that before plugging into this training, I was fearful of people, lacked communication skills, had a rocky marriage, was not driven and gave up easily, lacked confidence, and just plain settled for whatever came along.

Since training with my success coach, My marriage has never been better, I have been able to learn communication skills, and lose my fear of people. I have found a new passion for life and a new drive. I am paying off debt and helping others see that success is easy, you just have to have the desire and passion to want it.

Thank you Dani Johnson for changing my life in ways I never thought possible!

in order to become successfully educated, i must first be educated about myself

I don’t know why but over the past few weeks I feel as though I’m behaving more like ‘me’ than I have for a long time. I’m finding the strength to face up to things I’ve put off for a long time and enjoying things more than normal. I’m sure this has come from getting closer to accepting who I am, even if I haven’t figured out the details of that yet.
I amaze myself sometimes at what I can achieve.

There have been some pretty drastic changes in my life recently and I feel as though I’m missing out on all I can be. Looking at what I’ve achieved by just going with the flow I really don’t have many goals in life. Time to get going on the good old mind maps I think.

I know Who I am of course, I just don’t know where I stand anymore. I could search the world to figure out who I really am, but that Would do me no good. I want to see how I affect the world. Do I make a good or bad impact to others, Do I not make a difference at all? Would people miss me if I was gone? Would I ever get to make up for what I’ve lost? These are the things I wonder.

I’m doing this all the time. I feel that in the last couple of years my eyes and mind have opened in a way I never thought possible. It’s as if, little by little, I see more of my self. I see myself in a clearer view: how I see me, how others see me. I dont think this process will ever end and I’m so happy with the journey!

I keep rediscovering new things about myself everyday…never could I categories myself..im always at the extreme poles…I am an extrovert and im also an introvert…I am shy and at times very bold…im over soft and im over rude at times…too stupid and ridiculous and at times very practical…i am over active at time and im too lazy aswell.. ive always had and imagined two Flavia’s in me always trying to contradict each other and constantly fight between each other….for instance.. I am an hardcore animal lover but I am a non Vegetarian…im quite spiritually oriented at times and at times I feel the Satan is in me….Pheeeeeeewww

Read the Enneagram =)

I’m heading to Bootcamp in August. We’ll finally see what I’m made of.