Have a totally different and better life by this time next year

All I have to do is commit.

- Have finished my bronze Duke of Edinburgh
– Have done my GCSE’s (well i don’t get a choice in this but theyre important apparently)
– Have chosen my A Level subjects (yet again compulsary)
– Have a vague vision of my life in the future (haha sounds wierd)
– Have a job or even just a summer job
– Have bought a Sharpie whioch i meant to do ages ago (theyre awesome)

i know thats not much different but I can’t think of anything else at the mo!
Oh actually!:
– Stop biting my nails, and
– Stop being so depressed!

My life’s been one hell of a roller coaster… this year i became a mom and that hard financially emotionally I just wanna get myself together and better my life…slowly but i’ll get there …hopefully by next year everything will be up and going nicely

a job that I like
contentment
happiness
love
interesting work
school
fun and good times
good health
time devoted to my interests
time to write regularly

specifics to come….

i’m so miserable right now, it’s ridiculous. i want to think back to thsi time as just a memory of bad days, not live the continuation.

Right now I am finishing up my senior year in college. I work a low-paying part time job. I have no car of my own (my husband has one though) and I spent all of my “free” time studying. I also have very few local friends (convenient, because I wouldn’t have time for them anyway) and do not read as much as I’d like to.

One year from now I hope to be working full time, moved away from here, with new, real-life friends, and the freedom to actually have hobbies and visit my family when I want.