Have my own style

Today, I bought the revlon version of the ped egg. I like it, but I thought it would be more intensive than it actually was – it felt pretty much like a regular pumice stone.

I’ve been trying to take very good care of my hair, too. I want to keep it long and grow it out a little more, but this present head of hair has been permed, highlighted, dyed black, bleached, dyed red, dyed brown, bleached again, and toned to its present blonde. It actually feels remarkably good considering its history, but I know how little abuse it can take at this point so I’ve been careful.

I’ve just been trying to dress more feminine in general, and I’ve been enjoying it so far! :) I just wish I had somewhere to go now, haha.

I’m creating a little style book, just a notebook where I can keep printouts/magazine clippings of styles I like.

1. Hair section: styles, colors or cuts

2. Makeup: mostly eye stuff, because I’m not really a fan of lipstick/gloss

3. Clothes: Either specific items or more general ideas, also to come up with ideas for outfits composed of clothes I already own

4. Misc. Maybe to keep pictures of “looks” that I like, like pictures that just emulate the sort of style I would like to attain

General:

1. Wear fewer “gym-type” outfits around
2. Have a few stylish but casual tops instead of just basic tanks/tees
3. Have a pair of white skinny jeans
4. Buy a few skirts (one long and flowy, one knee length and pretty, one fitted like a pencil or tulip skirt) and wear them
5. Wear my comfy heels more to get the feel for them
6. Learn some new hairstyles instead of just pony/bun every day
7. Have a few go-to “outfits” instead of just random bottoms + random top
8. Wear necklaces more often

Colors:
-All pastels, especially baby blue, lavender, light pink, and light yellow
-Try to wear less black and gray and more pastels – maybe some light green tops?
-Look for cute patterns: maybe a rainbow plaid shirt, a skirt with a big flower print

Makeup:
-Try purple or blue eyeliner
-Wear blush more often, with gossamer or mineral veil for a cute dewey look

Shopping list:
2-3 different looking skirts
1 pair white skinny jeans
1 pair faded flare jeans
2-3 new tops
New eyeliner
Cheap but cute necklaces

I juust wanna to be myself,control myself.
But it seems so hard for me to step on, the problem is that i am lack of money,room,and relationship in the complex society.
sometime i can’t take the things it always goes. It changes so much
when i get to touch it. It’s fake ,always .
now i should be easy down, think deeply about my past time.
All the things had done,which is on the way it goes.
I hope this year will be a new start,so i can do something specious ,it’s so-called my style.
there is blank in the front,but dark behind ,why must i look back.

I like to be individual, slightly punky and feminine all at the same time. If I can find a balance in this that works for me I will be happy. :)

because who wants to blend in?

From clothing choice to how I talk, I want to be an INDIVIDUAL!

I guess just wearing clothes that I like counts as my own style right…..Who cares if no one likes them I’ll buy them anyway hehe.I bet trends come from people who just don’t follow trends.

I really need help with my own style.I guess I don’t alwyas follow trends especially if i don’t like them but I can never seem to find clothes that I like and look cool…I have my own personality though that I’m sure of.

god gave me style, god gave me grace