I want to give my parents something for Christmas this year. I couldn’t really think of what to give Mum but I thought maybe a personal letter of love might be nice. A letter of all the good that she brought to my life. Yay. However I hit a snag. I really can’t see the good in my mother yet. I forgive her for all the hurt and know she did the best that she could but I still can’t see the good. I have tried googling to see if I can find ways to see the good in people. I can do it with everyone else, even my alcoholic biological father! Why oh why can’t I do it with her???
Any help would be appreciated!
Nov 23, 05:56AM PST | 1 cheer | 1 comment
Dec 21, 2008, 11:47PM PST | 3 comments
Dec 15, 2008, 02:37AM PST | 2 cheers | 0 comments
It was great! I grew and developed as a person. Is it so much better now =)
Jan 09, 2008, 08:35PM PST | 3 cheers | 0 comments
I love my nana. I really need to make more of an effort to visit her. Especially if I am going to be moving to Australia.
Nov 07, 2007, 08:17PM PST | 3 cheers | 0 comments
I am enjoying it. We haven’t fought so that is a huge improvement. I am liking it, a lot. Hopefully moving here will mean that we get closer again.
Aug 28, 2007, 09:13PM PDT | 0 comments
I just want to be able to forgive certain family members as it is me that is suffering. I am the one consumed with the negetive energy and when I spoke to one family member about my issues they couldn’t even remember the incident AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Working on myself first, trying to let go and forgive. Then I will chat to people and hear their side. I am too raw at the moment to do it.
Jun 03, 2007, 05:48PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
