Be more upfront about my feelings

Too often, I am so agreeable with people around me and do not express what I am really thinking. It gets in my way because I secretly resent them for controlling the situation. Instead of protecting them from hurt feelings, I am just creating a negative view of them in my own head. I think there is a fine line between being honest and being too blunt so I will have to find my balance but I think it is important to express your true thoughts.

Anyhow.. after that short outburst. Last night I was confronted, at different points of the night, with people confessing their feelings for me. Usually, which I am not proud of, I sidetrack and don’t say what I really think in hope of future peace. Not last night
oh no no noooooooooooooooooooo
I was upront and cool and smooth and said everything I felt. And now, no more problems.
And they appreciated it x 289034589476586
Yeeha.
I just woke up.
In a particularly weird mood.
Hmm, its so good to get everything off my chest.
Three cheers for openness.

I have no idea how I ended up like this, but it feels like I can’t properly tell people how I feel to their face. I’m just about 100% sure that this has led to the demise of nearly every relationship and hurt that I have felt. I mean, how hard can it possibly be to tell people how you feel. The worst answer is no, or they walk away from you. But in the long run, I know that it is for the better. I need to change this, it is vital for me as a person to better my future. I endeavour to be the best person possible, and this is a sure fire way to get there.