find the right guy

Sigh The guy I was in love with had told me one night he liked me. The next he said that he just wanted to stay friends because he didn’t want something like that to come up between us and then… yesterday he just told me that he likes this one girl. He’s already fallen for someone else. I’ve only ever dreamt of some of the things he said to me one night… and now I just have to realize reality. I wish that someday we can become “more than friends” But if not i just wanna find the right guy someday…

Not so much looking for Mr. Right as trying to figure out which kind of guy is appropriate. I just feel guilty when I realize that cute guy is jail bait. If he appears older, there’s always a ring on his left hand. It’s just hard to find the right age group now that I’m out of college.

Sometimes guys are just jerks. i am still in love with one, but i don’t think he feels the same for me, meh. he just wanted us to be ‘just friends’..i can’t live with that. i hope one day that we will be together forever, but, maybe if it wasn’t true…then… i hope to one day find the perfect guy..

He is out there but it has time!

boys are so commplicated i was datin a guy for almost 8 months we broke up a couple times in that time frame. i loved him for like serious and i thought he loved me he was my first at alot of things and i thought he was the one but come to find out he wasnt after we broke up all i did was cry he dated some nasty gurls and it made me mad that he’d rather have that then me but i played some pranks on him and he’s mad at me so i;m over him im talkin to a guy now who treats me like a princess so wateva

aghhhh lol.

Ok i am tired of the same old guys who act like little boys. I want to find a real guy who is actually worth my time. The problem is its a lot harder than i thought.

ok so… I was dating this guy i really loved to death. Everything seemed to be going perfect… or so i thought. just last night we were talking and he told me he wanted to just be friends because we never get to see each other and it was hurting him. he made me promise to still be his friend and that i will still talk to him. i could never stop talking to him tho. he tried everything to make me smile but i couldnt because the love of my life told me he just wanted to be friends. I will always be his friend if it will make him happy because that is all i want is for him to be happy. we talked for a little while last night but i think i made him really sad, but i didnt mean to. that night when we got off the phone with each other i cried. it was strange beacause ive never cried over a guy before. i really do hope we will still be friends, and maybe one day we will get back together. i will never hate him and i will always love him.

I find myself wanting to be with someone. But around here, I can’t seem to find anyone that fits my certain criteria. In a way, I think my standards are too high, but then again, maybe they’re not high enough. Especially for around here. Everyone [well not everyone] around here spends their free time smoking pot and drinking. That’s not my thing. I just want someone that will accept me for who I am. All of my imperfections and my vices. I want someone to hold me and tell me “Everything will be okay. We’re in this together.”

I want to finda guy that will treat me right. I want someone who won’t judge me for the clothes i wear or the way i see things. i have my own opinion and i am my own person. i won’t change that for anybody. if i have to live then i perfer the way i am and if a guy cant accept that then they aren’t worth it. i love meeting new people. its fun getting to kno people. i love to laugh and i love people who can make me laugh. all i ask is for a nice guy that will not cheat on me and will treat me with respect. I am a very loving person. my email address is tsukiko_goth_666@yahoo.com so email me sometime so we can talk!!!