find my best friend

I’ve learned many things in life. One of them being that you dont have to be considered a person’s bff for them to be yours. While minding my own business and carrying on with life in walked this girl called Juanita. We both have a biology class together but never interacted until recently. We clicked immediately and have been enjoying each other’s company ever since. Even though we just met she calls me alot. At first I was weirded out about it cause she called me every day but she has expressed that she really wants to be great friends. She is an amazing person and Im looking forward to great things!

Ever since I was a little girl I always had a best friend. I relished the idea of having a friend who was like my sister and more! Someone who totally understood me and who enjoyed my company and vice versa. Someone with whom I could be myself and she likewise. Someone who would go to the ends of the earth for me and back! I’ve been through a series of best friends but they all ended sourly or poorly. I’ve given up on establishing ‘besties’ relationships with girls cause I’ve found them to be so petty. I’ve never had a friend who wasn’t secretly jealous of me that really hurt. The best best friend relationship that I’ve ever had was with a girl called Rosey. She was a beautiful person inside and out but she too had her flaws….....but her heart was pure. When she moved away to Gerogia the relationship didnt die but it’s high and dry now and I know she no longer considers me her best friend. That’s ok though.
Since college I’ve formed several friendships but nothing too close. Sometimes I yearn to have the best friend but I have my sister. Even though she’s two years younger we are best friends in a sense. Even though we dont always get along and we dont always hang…but she is the closest thing I have to a best friend. Oh and there’s my Mom as well…we’re real close and when I go home for breaks we always go out together, we’re like peas in a pod she and I. However, I wouldnt mind someone outside of my family circle that is my best friend!

The one who is also a lover and is great at being both. Someone who actually wants to accomplish all the other things on my list or support me in everything I want to do in life. My motive, my everything.

where are you too?

I’m sooooo happppy, I found my high school friend I wrote 2 her, she called and we talked. It’s been six years of lost time but we will make up the lost time.

My best friend is named Jeanette Sanchez Rios. I’m getting close to finding her, I found out her new address and unlisted phone number. My next step is to write her and see what happens.