Why it's difficult
3 years ago
I was the first kid of my family from both sides, as sisters and cousins grew up I should’ve been the first to have kids, however it wasn’t on my mind, therefore I have been surrounded by adults my entire life, kids weren’t a concern or a source of wonder, it’s difficult for me to sit down on the floor and play with a little kid, it’s difficult to talk to them because they are so damn smart and I don’t want to be the idiot adult baby talking to them when they are already so wise. I want to have a baby soon.. must practice huh?
