lay in flowers

I want to lay in the field of wild flowers. I want to choose the day and find the field and lay there. Sun beating down on me, smell the flowers around me and watch the sky. I want to lay and picture myself as a bird free and unrestricted in the sky, able to go anywhere she pleases. I want this whole day for myself. I want to live in this moment and use it when I feel other fears and pain. I want to go to this moment that I experience and be able to always use this day in my mind.