So I have really been doing good on this item!! I went to the beach a few weeks ago and my biggest concern was that I would not have anything to do just sitting on the beach and would become incredibly bored. Well happy to report that I took a book with me (which is miracalous) and actually just chilled out and read. I ended up pushing myself to finish the book and start a new one by the weeks end!! I think I have finally realized that it is ok to make a list of things that need done and things that I would like to do. Still a work in progress but will keep you updated.
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pyroklepto is recovering from a broken elbow :(
i suppose i don’t see it as a curse anymore lol, i’ve started working now and got out of the school scene, i do jobs in half the time it takes other people, ok i have little conventration unless i really into it and convos go start over my head lol, but i dunno when i do something i have more of a urge to complete it so its less of a curse in away
pyroklepto is recovering from a broken elbow :(
i sort of try and keep it a secret but it is soo hard, the other day i was in college nearly had a total flip out at a lap top cause it was running sooo slow and i couldn’t sit still at all. :( this sux… concentration slowly getting worse too i think my parents think im on something :( sad….............
Well I think that I am doing this quite good. With the exception of my housework the other day, I have been relaxing more and slowing down my pace. Trying to concentrate on one thing at a time is a little challenging but I am getting better at it. Think I am going to try some meditation in the mornings and maybe evenings, hopefully it will slow things down upstairs.
