love and be loved

Well it is hard for me … always trying to love , but now that i think of it I never felt loved enough or haven’t realised that I am loved … or never wanted to be loved. Now I realise that i never tried to see who i am and how to emprove myself … to try and understand me … to love me. I could say this will be a new beggining and hopefuly i will manage to love me the way i am and stop trying to be someone else and also be loved , and love someone , cause i only had the idea of ” to love ” but didn’t receive that in return ( how to say from girls that i cared and still care ) .

I’m talking about the love a person has for another simply because they are a part of this crazy world we live in.

Love is extremely important. Everyone needs love, whether they want to admit it or not.

If you love someone, tell them. They don’t have to say it back. They don’t even have to love you too. People should know how important they are to you. We all need to know that we have touched the life another person.

Whether its family, old friends, new friends…. love and be loved.

ooooh love.

“Juho has accepted your invitation to “love and be loved”.”
Ain’t that just so darn cute! ♥ :D

Juho and I went through my list yesterday and it ended up taking us three hours to be finished with it. And after those three hours of talking I was feeling a lot better. ♥ It was a very good talk indeed.
We both feel that we have done incredibly well so far in our relationship, especially when it comes to communication. We can be open with each other, we can talk about things easily and we find solutions together. We can be ourselves, completely. I’m really proud of us, actually. And I’m especially happy and grateful about all of this, it makes me feel so good to know that I have someone who I can count on like this. Someone who listens to me, comforts me and helps me in so many ways. Someone great to share my life with.
We are on the same line, side by side. Hand in hand.
I think I actually wore him out with all the talking; you see, afterwards he just fell asleep while resting his head on my lap. It was so cute that I had to take a photo with my webcam. :3

I am loved. I need to accept it and enjoy it. But, does loving T let me live my truth ? Choose love over fear.

Felt like being a bit repetitive here again, because from time to time, a girl just has to praise her love:
I can hardly believe how lucky I am to have met my darling Juho, to have him in my life, to love him oh so much and to be loved back in an equal amount. He is truly unmatched, no one compares to him – I seriously know what real love is now. I can’t wait to see what adventures the future has in store for us, but in the meantime I’m more than satisfied in enjoying the present moment.
^{I wonder where all this love even fits inside my body! My heart has already been full of love for months, I guess this immense love must be spreading to other parts of my body as we speak. I hope I never run out of space for it!}

I have washed my hands of J. He joined match.com and dated 3 girls in a week, and slept with the one he liked least. I was so stunned when he told me this. It was his bday yesterday and I didn’t even wish him a happy day, I have just washed my hands of him, need a clean break. He was too confusing. I have a new friend at work and I told him I was having an unlucky week for love, and he said it wasn’t unlucky, it was just refining. I like that. And looking back, it was really a lucky week, because I have stopped pursuing someone who will never love me. My new friend said I have to understand that if I keep putting my key in the wrong lock, I’ll always be left outside.

sometimes i feel like i m never gonna find a true love.. that probably will remain my unquenchable desire…
i want a simple, uncomplicated love if it exist.. i wanna love someone with all my heart.. and get back the same..
P.S. I m a guy.. yeah, the straight one :)

Juho and I have now been together for half a year and I’ve pretty much had the best time of my life. He keeps making me happier and happier, in addition to being more and more in love, each passing day. ♥♥ I wish I could find words beautiful enough to describe what I feel for him, but there are none – I just adore him. Every single day. For a long time to come.