well the dance school i auditioned for said that they didnt want me and that I needed to lean up. Well, instead of actually trying harder with my diet I instead binged on icecream, biscuits,pizza, chocolate, mcdonalds, cake, chinese pork buns, chocolate chillers and whatever food I could find. The result: well 1. some one said I looked different and said I could interpret that statement however I wanted( which meant that I looked fat) 2. I got huge stomach aches and felt depressed 3. PIMPLES and dehydrated skin 4. Bloating and weird uncomfortable noises coming from my stomach 5. The foods left a bad aftertaste in my mouth 6. I felt embarrassed about telling people how much i ate or what I ate
I dont want to suffer from all those things anymore, never again and even though dieting is sometimes a practice of self control I think its easier to let go of food binges by understanding all the terrible consequences..I want to be extremely proud of my body like I was when I was younger..I want to weigh 51-53kg so that guys can lift me in the air without a problem.
I think I will cut out most meats except fish and eat only 2 meals and 1 snack day. I will also cut on fats etc. and eat brown rice or bread instead of white..
I will also continue dancing and yoga and run every morning for mental clarity..Hopefully that will work! I need to lose 10kg.
Nov 02, 10:42PM PST | 0 comments
Stuck at size 6, the thighs are not getting smaller… But it’s my goal. At 4’11 I want to be in proportion.
Dec 08, 2008, 08:27PM PST | 0 comments
stupidly bought a giant bag of peanut M&Ms this morning
then i realized how much i wanted this soooo I…
threw the unfinished bag away!
my way of sticking it to the man.
the m&m man. lmao.
Aug 13, 2008, 03:39PM PDT | 4 cheers | 1 comment
theres no point going “oh, ill lose seven pounds” or something because I haven’t got an idea of how much i weigh
im a size 6 but id really like to be a size 4
being tall, less than size 4 might look a little sickly
and in all honesty, i just dont think size 0 is worth it
Aug 13, 2008, 03:06PM PDT | 0 comments
dissapointed
16 months ago
Over The past 5 years of my life i’ve been a lot of things weight-wise. I’ve been over weight, normal weight, and not-quite-fat-but-big-enough-to-be. I’m 14 and i’m 5’7” and weigh 132 pounds and am a size six. People tell me that T’m skinny and shouldn’t worry about anything but I feel so fat all the time. And im not like an all-around size six you know? I have size 4 legs but my butt is huge. I feel like my mom! And all of my bikini bottoms are XL, i hate it!!! I also hate not knowing what actual size I am. For example… in Anthropologie i’m a 0-2, in Union Bay im a 3, in American Eagle im a 4, in Aeropostale im a 5, in Abercrombie and Fitch im a 6 in jeans and a small in tops, in European Jeans im a 28, in Hollister im a 9, and in Bull Shark Jeans/PacSun im an 11!!!!!!!! A SIZE 11!!!!!!!!! if anyone can help me lose weight that would really make me feel good about myself. My goal by the end of the summer is to fit into a size 4 Abercrombie and Fitch miniskirt and a size 3 or 5 hollister miniskirt.
Thanks For hearing me out and good luck to you all that are trying to lose weight, i know how you feel!
Running: Burns 105 calories per mile
Yard Work: Burns 125 calories per hour
STAY AWAY FROM CRACKERS!!!!!
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Jun 24, 2008, 07:22PM PDT | 1 comment
Jun 13, 2008, 09:29PM PDT | 0 comments
gain weight
18 months ago
I am a size 0 and much too thin its my natural body type but I HATE it
May 04, 2008, 03:56PM PDT | 0 comments
i have started to cut out carbs in my diet
Apr 17, 2008, 06:31PM PDT | 0 comments
All of my size 6 pants are too big for me. When I try on a size 6 in the stores they are too big for me. I now fit into a size 4 comfortably, but I’m still not happy with what I see. I was able to squeeze into a J. Crew size 2 pants, but maybe it was a big size 2. All I know is that now I wish I was skinnier. That is why I say that this goal is not worth it. There’s always something more…
Apr 09, 2008, 10:40AM PDT | 0 comments
We are expecting our third baby so once again, this will be put on hold for at least another year!
Apr 08, 2008, 11:10AM PDT | 0 comments