write a letter to my oldest and dearest friend

YAY!! not only will it be easy to get a letter offf now.. once I get her new addy.. but maybe even go see her! she is about 16 hour drive south.,. but better than 3 days east!

SHE REPLIED.

I can’t believe it, I am so, so, so happy it’s just amazing.
I have my Amanda back. :D

& I’ll be paying her a visit when I’m next in Norwich

It was a complete and utter mess.

I left it till the last minute, forgot the postcode, almost forgot to write her name on the envelope.

I sent her a card with fairies for her birthday, then a seperate letter that didn’t say what I wanted it to and instead has me rambling on for 3 pages.

Then there is the whole postbox/mother annoyance which I shall be ranting about in my blog later.

I have to post the letter in 8 days, I haven’t even written the one I’m going to send her yet..I haven’t sorted a card out either. Panic is a good word to use, but I am so much so I’ve reached a stage of weird calmness.

Okay, so by Monday I want to have everything done and ready. Then I’ll post it, and I’ll let the whole thing go.

Simple.

It’s her birthday in 15 days, 2nd May it is. I’ll send it the 30th April so it gets there with the other birthday cards. I’m not sure if I’ll end up putting the letter in with it, maybe just a card. A blank card, honestly I feel like such an idiot.

It takes me way to long to let go of the past it’s actually a problem, I think that should be a new goal for me ‘Let go of the past, just remember the good times and move on’ or something like that.

I’ll buy a card when I next go to the city. Maybe once I’ve wrote to her I’ll be able to let it go.

I’ve always wanted to write a letter to my bestie from when I was 10. I knew her about 8 months before my mum told me we were moving house. I never really got over it, and I’ve always wanted to tell her how much she meant to me even though it was so long ago and we were so young. I’ve always put it off though because it’s a bit :| and I’ll feel like an idiot.

I did write a letter yesterday though, I’m going to send it with a birthday card because it’s her birthday in May so I’ll leave it till then.

I know.. but hey! It is a start. They are the self-sealing already have proper postage on them, so all I have to do it write the letter… drop it in.. and DONE! crap… I don’t think I have her addy anymore:( ok.. well I will get that this week:)

a short email to her tonight. Lame. Why I can’t just write a letter to her I don’t know. She write me a couple months ago asking me to do a tarot reading for her..I promised I would and then I didn’t find the time to do it… with the house in disarray and working 7 days a week I judst wasn’t mentally prepared to do it properly. I was afraid to give her an inaccurate, bard reading.. so I never found time for it. Damn.. I just feel horrible about this. Now from what my mate can gather on facebook she ios moving .. which is great cause she is moving back to BC.. but now I don’t have a physical address for her. I don’t want to write now cause I figure when I finally get to send it all my news will be old .. I dunno. I do know that I miss her:) She is a sweet lady.

yet another birthday card… I still haven’t accomplished this goal.. why is this so hard for me to get around and just accomplish already??? I am a horrid friend:(

and dearest friend, along with letters to his family. He’s come to visit me a few times, and I’ve loved seeing him. Had been writing via myspace but he isn’t on there anymore, not sure why. Hoping all is ok with him and to hear back from him or them soon!

I urge anyone who hasn’t done this to do it asap, just as things can come up, and one should never regret visiting, writing or seeing an old friend. Don’t put it off, or tomorrow they could be gone forever.

Blessed be.