or is creating an company and being the top of the stock market is easier.. do everyone have the skill set be a relatioship person.. or does others settle for something that is ok.. is that the difference.. do some souls are destined to pursue an alone drifting journey..
is it better.. where to direct the energy.. to some human being or to inside. the the plant you grow.. or to the carpet you clean..

will it be better acceptance and obedience to the nature of your soul.. am i protected from something that would harm me..
eddie veder is whispering the truth to my ear right now..

Have no fear
For when I’m alone
I’ll be better off than I was before

I’ve got this light
I’ll be around to grow
Who I was before
I cannot recall

Long nights allow me to feel…
I’m falling…I am falling
The lights go out
Let me feel
I’m falling
I am falling safely to the ground
Ah…

I’ll take this soul that’s inside me now
Like a brand new friend
I’ll forever know

I’ve got this light
And the will to show
I will always be better than before

Stop chasing the rabbit and take a deep breath.. you have the best mate you are searching for.. shake hands. make peace.. and hug your soul.. 4 years ago

i do not think if this is ever possible. i have one extra unsatisfactory relationship.. forget the creativity i do not believe if there is any decent one i can find. no body can be trusted. i do not believe it but can not move it i give up section also. no body can love me as i want it and as i want to love. and average relatioships just poison me.. i torture myself mentally. i d rather be alone. i think i am finally getting one over. i just keep thinking about what if he reaaly loves me, he says so ..but he lied and did things i do not approve. 5 years ago