go back to college and finish

two transcripts left to send on my application and then…we’ll see about not community college. fingers crossed.

applied at depaul. i now only have to get my transcripts sent there and hopefully we’ll…see.
i hope i get accepted. i’m taking this semester off for wedding planning but i hope that i can go back next semester…and well…getting accepted there would be a wonderful first step to that. if i don’t…i will continue to take classes at my community college and …apply again for spring semester.
also, changed my ideas for a major again. but hey. i think classes is a big start. the major will come. i am actually quite certain.

i want to go back to college and graduate. finally i’ve got a few ideas of what major and career path.

dropped three of four classes. i took on too much for just starting to get back into school and with a full time job all of the sudden. :). but hey, i’m doing awesome in my one class.
thinking of applying to four year schools after spring semester.
provided all goes well. :).

So i just registered for fall classes. I’m kinda uh, broke right now. So, I’m about to go apply for a student loan. I have 12 hours this semester and a full time job. i know 12 isn’t a ton but it does qualify as a full time student, so I hope that I can get a loan for this because, man, books are expensive. Besides that, I have to get my applications out to REAL schools soon, if I want to go next year. However, I’d like to raise my GPA before I apply because, well, I didn’t do so hot my first time around. I want to prove I’m serious about this so that maybe I can get a scholarship of some sort, being that I’m this poor.

So, I registered for classes friday. At community college. Finally I am doing this and I feel really good about it. I’m taking three online courses because that’s all I can do right now with my current job… and not knowing if I can get certain days off… but I start on the ninth of june. I bought two of my books online on friday and I was thinking I would drive out there tomorrow and get my id and the other books I’ll need for the class… tie up any loose ends that I may have to tie up on campus so I won’t have to drive out there again before class starts. I’m really excited to be finally actually going back. Even if it’s just online courses, it’s a start to something that I feel like just needed a start and then it would snowball into more. At least, that’s what I’m hoping. Once you get in the swing of things, well, by you I mean I; I usually just keep doing them because it becomes habit. I’m happy to be started on this again.

Well, I know it’s just a stupid community college, but I sent in my form to admissions and I should be able to enroll in classes in a few days. Classes start in June for the Summer semester and I’ll only be able to take internet courses due to my job (i’m a flight attendant). But it’s a start and I’m really excited to possibly be getting back to school sooner rather than later. I keep saying “next semester” this and that. And I need to say “NOW”. I won’t be alive forever and I want to get this done and still have time to live a life that i’ve created after this. That means now, not later. So, when I say next semester right now, I mean, next month. I hope. Now I just have to see about getting a loan from a bank/ my parents for this. Hey, possibly even the government. I don’t care, but someone give me money. I need to take 12 hours of internet courses a semester if I’m going to finish in the three years I want to finish in!

Is when it should begin… if it doesn’t- give me shit!