Find redemption

i feel that i could have done so much and wasted all this time.

i’m 33 years into this life. i have totally lost my direction.

i believe i’ll find it, and so something that matters.

when i do whatever this is, i believe i’ll be redeemed.

but I found it.
and I know it something to live for.

i think i mightve found it, but i cant put that its a completed goal, cuz i dont know i mightve tho and thats exciting enough for me