get the girl

FOOOOOOOR NAAAAAARNIAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

Told my best friend I loved her. Told her to call me so we can talk bout wat i said. I really like her. When we went to school we were the best of friends. Shuldve asked then cuz now i think it might b too late…

i love her. and yet i cannot pull away fromt he idea that i’m too young to close myself off from the options of dating other girls. but i decided a long time ago i can’t think of anybody i’d rather be with. i dunno what’s next

So I’ve been pursuing this girl for a year and a half. Only one big obstacle in the way. But that obstacle will be gone by the end of this summer. Hopefully all this work has been worth it – just need to keep the faith for a few more months!

i have been dating my girlfriend now for almost five months. longest relationship of my life and i understand why that is. i’m miserable in long-term relationships. its not the issue of being faithful, its just the feeling of it i guess. i dont even know if i could feel anything for her in the future if i stay in this relationship. everyday i grow more infuriated by this feeling of being trapped and i dont want to hate this girl for something that is my problem.

She walks in beauty
You should see her beauty
She don’t talk much, she’s a golden vessel
Why do most men kill the thing they love?
Oh and the way she loves, she has lips that should be kissed
And a smile on her face that makes you wonder what she’s up to
Hair not unlike like an angel’s hair
I’m hopelessly in love, with crystal-like blue eyes
And I will sing of love like a martyr that’s on fire

after so long of a wait, today she asked to go get coffee some day. i think when i get back to her on the day for that, i should ask her to see a movie before, since starbucks is in front of the theater.

i hope she goes for it.

I’m pretty sure the girl ain’t going to be got !

I’m also pretty sure I was a bit foolish for thinking I might have stood a chance.

C.

OK – first entry under this goal.

I think this might be make-or-break week. Thing is, I have a hunch it’ll break rather than make – so by the start of next week I’ll probably be giving up on it…

If you read my other entry you will see where I stand, which won’t change until October. In the meantime I met the girl that, you know that feeling when you meet someone and it just seems so right, then you start getting to know her and it you know you were right. Well I met this girl and I can’t make a move because I’m stuck, and beleive me I’ve tried making the move.
It’s gonna take a while but I’ll make the update either way it goes.