continue working on my project

i did another one this weekend and i was quite pleased with it… it felt very genuine – which is the point of this whole project. so what more could i hope for. right?

but then….
after i finished it and had this wonderful sense of doing it right and well, i suddenly had this huge urge to do it bigger. more.
so i thought and thought. then i went back to studying for my chemistry final. then i thought some more. studied. thought. studied. and, finally, i think i’ve figured out how to expand this project to something bigger. touch more people with it. i will definitely have some challenges to do this bigger version – but i have an unreal amount of motivation. so, i should be able to pull it off. logistics be damned.
in the meantime, i’ll keep doing the project v1.0 while i work on while i figure out project v2.0.
this pleases me beyond words.

i don’t know if/when i can quantify this project as being “finished,” but i am so happy to have started it. and i really hope that i will continue working on it for quite some time.
the first one might not be the greatest (hopefully not!?) but my heart was in the right plance and i know it is all a learning process. they will get more interesting – and hopefully better – as time goes on and i do more of them.

with that said… i still love the first one!

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1.21.07
i completed another one y’day. and, i ended up liking it. i kind of psyched myself out earlier in the week – overthinking the next one, and would it be good enough, what would people think, blahblahblah. but i just went ahead with my favorite idea, and in the process i thought of the next two i will do. one of them might be a bit tricky and will require a bit more research – but i am very excited for that one in particular!
two down, many more to come.

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2.19.07
did another one the other day. this one meant the most to me; i doubt any other one will be so personally important. the hard part to accept is that i know it could have been better: clearer, even more thoughtful, maybe even prettier. and this is the one i really wanted to be its best. i’m pretty sure it will be appreciated, but i still wish it could have been the best.