Not be afraid of failure

everyday im worrying about what is cool and whats not. what should i wear, who should i talk to, what should i say. Im scared ill make a mistake that i’ll regret…but mistakes help us learn.

this is a good aim for me right now, im about to move 200 miles away from home, and i got so much stuff niggling at me in the back of my head, im so afriad of falling flat on my face, im getting a transfer at work, and i worried in case the ppl there aint the same at where i work now, or if they do things differently there, BUT im never gonna find out unless i do it, its not like im leaving my parents on bad terms, and i know if it all blows up in my face, they would let me back home in a heartbeat :)

the other day, i know this sounds retarded, like, how could you have ever done that, but, I screwed up between eastern standard time and central standard time. and i thought that my whole life was over. it was like i don’t allow my self to make a mistake because then nobody will rely on me. but, the truth of life is, that everyone makes a mistake, that it is completely ok to say “y’know what, oops”. I am just unable to get over the failure part of it. I hate failing