plan my future

please plan my future otherwise i will destroy

is bright, like the fiery globe of the sun rising at the end of the long road straight ahead. I shift into 5th and step on the accelerator. The speed is the ultimate thrill, the fierce roar of the engine transcends into the sound of my lungs breathing and my mind is utterly lost, but at ease, beyond vision, motion and control. I keep a fixed stare on the horizon, at the road ahead of me.
This is my purpose, riding on, without a destination, just enjoying the ride, pushing myself to the limit, getting my thrills, reaching the edge, walking the thin line between life and death with my eyes closed and laughing all the while, laughing at fear, at boredom, at doubt, I laugh in the face of darkness and when I close my eyes, all I see is deep endless light blue sky resounding with eternal laughter.

I’ve given some thought (though not acted on this) to looking for a paid internship between the time I graduate from UCSD and the time I continue my education.

The problem is that I don’t know yet what field I want to go into. I would love to work in some kind of science, archaeology, or animal related field, and I would also like to earn an MBA eventually (though I know you need work experience to go to b-school).

I know they don’t have a great reputation, but what about a temp agency? They often have great benefits, and it’s like a buffet of different job options. Sure, some will kind of suck, but it seems like exactly the sort of thing that would allow me to try work in many different fields before ultimately pursuing my career. I think it would be really cool to work on the business end of a zoo, museum, magazine, biotech company etc and really see how they operate from the inside out. It would satisfy both sides of my future aspirations :)

I have a lot of vague ideas that need structure:

1. Get my masters degree (where/when?)
2. What to do in the meantime? TPR/PA? Job at a museum or the zoo? Interning at a magazine or publishing house?
3. The ultimate goal of writing for a science magazine (how do you get started? where can you intern? what kinds of jobs are a good way to prepare for that?)

i want to do this bcoz i dont have any other go so i will do it thats all…..................!

I love my fiance more than anything in this world. We both take it as a fact of life that we’ll be together forever. That’s just how it is. I want to make sure that, during our time here together, we’ll be okay. We have to make a plan for our future. So we can enjoy our love more.

I want to be on TOP !

i wanted to do this because me and my boyfriend want to be together forever and we love each other but we don’t know if trouble will hit us and break us up so we been trying to figure it out and i was hoping this would help this seems like my only option

Im starting this because myself and my boyfriend need to face the reality that our life together is about to begin!

I am finally figuring out what I would like my life to be like. And, it is all very exciting!