I’ve been really proactive lately, inviting people out that I haven’t spoken to in a while. It works, I’m not depending so much any more on a select group of people to fulfill my need for company. Today I’m going to invite Luis over for cake. Tomorrow a couchsurfer will be staying at my house. 3 months ago

I think of how alone I am. Gosh I’m starting to sink again and I can’t help it. JC’s moving on to days, so that’s over before any possibility of anything could of begun. I know I’m putting obstacles in front of me finding happiness and the fact that he’s changed onto days isn’t really that much of a big deal to some. It is for me because now I won’t see him at all. AT ALL. Noooo. I need to figure out a way to give him my number without seeming too pushy because although I suspect he may be bisexual I can’t come out and ask him out incase he isn’t, you know. Gosh I’m jst so sick of being sad. Anyways, gotta study then tidy up and hit the hay for work tonight. Luv all my subscribers and all of you 43thingers x x x x x 13 months ago

I think. I don’t class myself as lonely anymore because of the lack of people who care about me in my life. I find I have a lot of people now who my time and life is committed too. BUT I guess I will always be a bit lonely until I find that special guy to love me. I’m jst focusing on myself and on my education now. Gotta work work work and not have time to be sad or lonely. I’ve done that and it aint worth doing again… 14 months ago

I love my time alone if I’m honest. I use it to wind down and evaluate things; everything. If I’m honest I over analize alot of things to the point of creating unessacary stress and anxiety. This used to cause my alone time to be a bit uncomforatable and frustrating. Now after my ‘Fuck it’ attitude I enjoy it alot more and tend to not over analise as much. Anyhoo, I’m making a more of an effort to be around people. So technically I’m not as lonely. YAAAY ME!! Gotta keep at it though and embrace people’s personalities nd what not! 2012’s my year x x x 16 months ago

After these past few weeks of being around people constantly. I’m glad I’ve been pretty much alone for the past couple days. Being lonely isn’t always a bad thing. 17 months ago

my g.f./soon to be wife in two years.is in v.a. and im in California.were just like two wolves held away from one anther.im her alpha male. 22 months ago

My loneliness and depression hits me hard. I feel lonely b/c I’m 30 and I don’t have boyfriend and I’ve never really had one. A lot equate this with virginity but sadly I’m not one, just a lonely non-virgin. Friends have tried to fix me up but usually they’re guys are jerks. I’m not good at most relationships. Friendships are hard for me b/c I push people away. I don’t like being lonely. 2 years ago