never have to worry about money

My daughter (who has no health insurance) had a small accident that required a trip to the emergency room. I have to pay for it… it really isn’t that much (under $2000) but still it’s a worry… although a small one…

How can i not worry about money? I dunno… but i would like to never worry about it.

All my life my parents have given everything I needed. I saw them struggle over money issues, and sacrifice alot of thier luxuries and own necessities for my sister and I. Although they tried to hide those times when money was tight, I still saw how much it afffected the relationship between my dad and mom. Now, they are fine, but its the future of my own kids that I worry about. I want for them to never have to worry, not be spoiled albeit, but never have to wonder if mommy and daddy are fighting over money.

I paid my mortgage this week – past the due date, but before the late date. That’s the best I can do at this point. My cell phone and cable modem bills will be late again, because I am now broke for the next week. My car insurance payment is due. My car needs to be inspected. I am so tired of worrying about where the money will come from for these things. I can’t get rid of my cell phone because it’s my only phone – I got rid of my land line. I can’t get rid of the cable modem because I have no land line… I can’t get rid of the car because then how would I get to work? And my mortgage payment is low, comparatively speaking. I just don’t make enough money.

I dream of the day when I make enough money to pay my bills on time without pain, pay all my living expenses, and still have enough money left over to go on vacations, have a hobby, take classes, etc.