BrokenGirl is needing to get on with work!
Ok, so although i still have ‘get over him’ as one of my 43 things, and although i don’t really believe i’m quite there yet, particularly having the latest set back that i have done. I’ve realised that possibly the last stage (which i really want to be at) of this whole moving on process is finding someone else, and wanting to be with them, and not doing my usual trick of comparing them to him, after all, it’s been nearly two years now, and he’s not the same person i used to love. So, i want to find someone new, how i go about that however, i don’t have a clue about, but i guess thats all part of the process, and i never know, it might even be fun!
At the same time, i know i need to concentrate on me, theres still loads of things i want to do, i want to lose weight, i want to be happier with who i am, i want to find this whole journey easier, i just think that maybe if i had someone to share this with, it might be a bit easier, i don’t know, i’m constantly saying i don’t want/need someone else in my life to complicate matters, but i’m not sure who im trying to fool. Anyway, right now, i want to get back on the horse as it were, as of now, im officially ‘looking’.
