face the fear & do it anyway

I am getting there, my website (http://www.easy2binspired.com) is finally up and running. So far received good feedback. Small steps but I am doing it, that is what will make the difference in the end.

The kid could possibly have some sort of rare heart defect. We meet with a Dr. today..The cardiologist after his 15th birthday celebration next week..and then the genetics Dr on the 18th.

Ok.
Lets face the fear and do it anyway.

I know basic ASL and can haltingly converse. Two years of ASL is required for my major. I am facing a fear and have signed up for ASL I class that begins late January. This is an ungraded class. Hoping I do not place undue stress upon myself to be perfect.

Facing the fear of being ‘single’ again.

What am I thinking? D lives in southern CA. I live in N.C.

I find myself searching differ towns/cities in CA to live.

Big Bear Lake was nice to visit..loved the B&B..the owner was from N.C. Go figure.

NoHo and Burbank did not resonate with me. Im used to having more ‘green’ around me.

Maybe another visit in April will give me other ideas.

Have an appt with an oral surgeon on Nov. 3. Not exactly what I was planning on agreeing to when I went to the dentist today..Teeth are in awesome shape, and no cavities.

Lets see what the surgeon says and go from there.

I made the calls & contacts I have been avoiding.

Made appt with financial aid at school. I want other options in addition to the help I am receiving~ 15 October

Made appt with the dentist~ 17 Octber

Emailed the Womens Center at school and asked for info pertaining to the mentoring program: What steps must I take to be paired with a mentor.

Low paying jobs…I need to step away from them & move towards an actual career PATH.

Applied for two jobs with Head Start & the school system yesterday.

Its about time that I just start my company and get going, Ive been planning and planning for over a year now. Its time that I face the fear and do it anyway.

I dont like living with regrets and if I dont try I know that I will regret it for the rest of my life.

I had enough at work this morning. I gave my notice today. My last day is the 31.