share my feelings

My girlfriend is always asking me “what are you thinking about?” when ever she see me deep in thought. I usually avoid what I’m thinking about because I don’t really want to tell her how I feel.
Today I actually told her some of the things that are bothering me and it ended in a #$&* waterworks.
Makes me wonder if it is actually worth doing.

Today i’m going to school but its the last day and i guess i’m happy bout it but i’m not real sure yet. I do need a little sep.
from my friends cause theres so much drama. the bus is out there so i g2g:)

Now schools over and i’m super sad

OMG i hate my life and every one in it if u have any suggens to help me feel better and know how to controle my anger! Well please help soon! Thank u!!

_Taylor

I’m a closed book and always maintain the facade of “I’m great”. It’s really hard for me to tell someone (no matter how close) how i really feel. I guess it’s an insecurity thing and fear of being out of control in regards to what they do with the info. I’m learning to open up and share who I am with those I love.

Do we do things that we’ve wanted to do..and this helps us move on?

OK..I’m here and trying to figure out how this process works.
I guess I’m here because I’ve lost so many things I’ve wanted.
I think I’ve helped other people to deal with their past..but can’t seem to do it myself.
I would love to help other people in some way..and at the same time…be able to help myself.