Feel Pretty Again...

I dont know. I feel so ugly sometimes, I really do, I feel that I have fat arms, a fat stomach and I just feel ugly..

I’d really like to. I’ve always wanted to feel pretty. People tell me that I’m pretty and I just feel like they’re shining me on because they feel obligated to. I don’t want to be average- I want to be a genuine knockout, and it fills me with such sadness to know I’m just me.

Growing out the boy hair has helped lots. So has the oil cleansing I’ve been doing on my face. What’s really making me not feel pretty is the fact that I can’t keep weight on. I have no curves and none of my clothes fit. I’ve been wearing my husband’s t-shirts lately.

For so long have I felt disgusted with the vision in the mirror that I do not remember what it is like to live without that burden. It affects every aspect of my life and that is making me weary.

All I want at the moment is to remember how its like to feel good about myself again.

i used to feel im pretty. not i dont anymore. i kinda hate this situation. even worse im starting to get sick of myself

I figure this has a lot more to do with my weight than it should but thats how it goes, so I am going to let this one go until I concur the other ones having to do with my weight

I can look at pictures of me when I was younger… hell I can look at pictures of me from 2 years ago and Say I was actually pretty, but for some reason in the last few months I havent been feeling it, I dont see it anymore… I want to know what happened… why dont I see it anymore…

Well yesterday I went to the doctor and i found that I have severe depression and anxiety. i want to feel pretty again. My boyfriend – triggered the depression- and i broke up, and i feel so gross.

... and during this process, I just don’t feel attractive like I used to. :(

for once I felt rather cute and sexy. Got all dressed up kinda Sexy for the Warped Tour last monday and my makeup and outfit and such made me feel hot. It felt good to be a sexy momma