fscenebeatnik needs a vaca. like WHOA.
so now i’m becoming delusional. fantastic. that is SO just what i need. or maybe i’m more like your typical self-centered college kid w/ no confidence. either way, my life [like, pretty much every f-ing aspect of it] sucks. there is actually a reason why i’m posting this rant under “love someone and have someone love me.” i mean, that’s my goal for SOMEDAY, but right now my expectations are very very low. basically, a b/f that *doesn’t treat me like shit *i have met in real life *see on a regular basis. *is not appallingly unattractive. that’s like, all. even with these pathetically low expectations, i can’t seem to catch a dude. like, i kinda thought one guy liked me, but again, i’m delusional, and i thought another guy liked me BACK but i see all these various girls on his facebook and he didn’t say hi to me in the cafeteria. not that he knows me very well, but still. freakin’ a. am i supposed to be alone forever?!
