Ugh. Yes I had a date, but he is NOT the guy. He had some chemistry for me but I had zero for him. I wish that there was a way to skip dating and just get to the in love part. 4 days ago

i think we both agreed this time that it wasnt right. something was still missing. maybe we should just give it a little bit more time.. we’re still friends :)
at the same time, oscar want me, and now my friends ex want me too! And my stalker is getting pretty dan creepy… I was actually Scared today. Hmm, who else. I guess Morgan. He’s nice, but he’s more like, friend materlial. Then ofcourse Kauka, my exs friend, as well as my friends ex. It’s all a complicated mess. Maybe I should write a book about it.. 2 months ago

At first i was sad when i found out my “ex” had a new girlfriend already, i was even more upset when i noticed she was the girl he hung out with Alot wduring the time he was with me. Then I realized he’s a real damn ass. And I feel sorry for his new girl, really, and if I’ll cry, I’ll cry for her. That spell, that control he still had over me is now gone.
I wanted to be the one who got a bf before he did, to rub something in his face and take some revenge for what he did, because I know I’m better than him. He IS a scumbag. But no, that’s not worth it. Even though revenge would be awesome I don’t wan to get a bf for that purpose. Instead I’m gonna take it slower and find a good person, not just the first that comes along. I deserve happiness.

And, I might have found someone. New fredde :p
Kind, super sweet, caring, relaxed, hot, hot, HOT, beautiful blue eyes, wonderful smile, gentleman, he sweetest thing really.
I was at his place for the weekend, two nights, and he was just the sweetest thing. He made me feel relaxed, and I’m never relaxed. But I felt I could be myself around him. We live realy close to one another as well. :) I’ve really been missing the warmth of another body close to me. I like him :3 2 months ago