Sumomi Hubagoo
Quote — 7 months ago
Worth doing!
Thinking too much. And thereby seldom taking action. Paralysis by analysis can waste years of your life. (Source )
Uhh, this fits.
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Sumomi Hubagoo
Worth doing!
Thinking too much. And thereby seldom taking action. Paralysis by analysis can waste years of your life. (Source )
Uhh, this fits.
Sumomi Hubagoo
Worth doing!
again step by step. It helped me a lot to remind myself again and again that it’s not always useful to think and rethink stuff, or sorrowing or trying to go through all possible ways situations could happen.
And instead of being afraid of the fear, and of doing something, I try to convince myself by doing it! “Look, nothings bad is happening!” So try and see what happens!
In most cases nothing happens, or – whohooo – something good happens!! And by experiencing this I’m gaining more confidence and trust into “doing”.
I’m very glad that my former therapist had a good way to convince me that it may help me if I just try. I needed this little poke into the right direction!
Sumomi Hubagoo
Worth doing!
And after one hour laying in my bed, turning around, trying to think about positive stuff, I gave up. I guess I will become very sleepy again at about 6:30. Till then I would only think about problems. So I’m searching distractions.
I woke up with the sorrows about our Christmas party. I slided into the organization and now I have problems because it like it was every year. To be honest, everything is different. The room were it should take place is occupied and it doesn’t sound like we can have it, we need to buy a Christmas tree on our own, it’s not our groups party again but now with another. Due to this, everything became retarded and all the blame is on me.
I’m whining right now and I know this doesn’t help. It’s too much for me, so I need help. I searched for help but I have this awkward habit to take full responsibility and take those things very personal and seriously! And this isn’t good for my mentally health. O.k., now it’s written down, maybe my tired brain can find a little bit rest now.
Sumomi Hubagoo
Worth doing!
and now the question is: “What to do with the rest of the evening?”
hmm …
Sumomi Hubagoo
Worth doing!
So I’m stopping thinking right now and going to bed! Good night!
Sumomi Hubagoo
Worth doing!
Because I’m not content with the current color at all. So back to brown. I bought a nice dark chocolate brown. And now I’m able to dye the hair when I’m feeling bad due to the strange blond highlights :)
Sumomi Hubagoo
Worth doing!
Don’t think about “How bad it is how I’m sitting in front of my computer!!” just change it. I don’t like the way I’m hanging in front of the monitor, so … arg .. it’s only a small change. Up my shoulders, head high and looking direct on the monitor.
If I want to use my computer, I should use it, and not hanging in front of it! So I’m now sitting more healthy in front of it. Trying to focus. To use it properly!
Sumomi Hubagoo
Worth doing!
Ansatzs (what’s the plural of ansatz when written in English? I saw mathematicians use this word when writing in English so .. hmm.. there has to be a plural?? )... okay … I’m using approach ;)
Approaches
Sumomi Hubagoo
Worth doing!
But I’m going again and again into the same trap. Sitting in front of my computer, wasting my time by playing click games, waiting for reactions on blog posts or other community stuff, starring at statistics or refreshing my newsfeeds. The more I do, the more I feel bad. So why do I do it?? This is so stupid.
I should shut down the computer when realizing the first time, that I’m finished with my routine and now are stuck! This can’t be too tough, but why is it?? grrrrr
Sumomi Hubagoo
Worth doing!
it would be a good thing to go out and meet people. Talking with them … for example a blogger meeting. But I’m afraid of people. I’m not social. I would love to be smart and intelligent, humorous and kind … a good partner for a chat. In my dreams I am… but in reality I’m not. I’m not able to talk anymore.
I’m only able to express feelings through my fingers. Is there anything with a smaller risk? I do have problems talking with friends, I don’t have friends charing my interests, I’m afraid of meeting new people. There has to be a solution … the world can’t be as bad as I’m imagine it to be …