go to school more

I need to get my attendance up.
and go to school on a regular basis if I ever want to be someone :/

I just hate school so much, it makes me incredibly unhappy.
Mainly because of the teachers and students, I’m not stupid or anything either.
I have potential, I think my intelligence will always go to waste though considering I have no self discipline

It’s so hard for me to wake up in the morning. I’m about through with high school. Just 3 weeks left. It will be my last year and I know I will miss it when I’m finished with but I really could just not care at the moment. My teacher told me if I don’t start coming I wont graduate. So I guess I will try my hardest to go these last few weeks.

i’m in eighth grade, supposed to be in 9th, could be in 10th because of academics. i don’t go to school because i’m depressed as hell or sick all the time and cannot wake up in the morning. i have to go to court pretty often because of it and my doctors are threatening to stop excusing my absences…and i wish i cared about going to school. i have a lot of potential but i hate school, mainly because of the kids there and because i feel that they are dumbing me down and its not worth it. its also a huge stress in my life, but if i want to get into a good school i need the grades; my mom declared bankrupt 3 years ago and we survive off of my dad’s child support that he barely pays and my mom’s underpaid job. i need motivation, and probably a better enviornment. in high school i’ll probably be better off. not good, but the best out of 2 bad scenarios.

I’am so close of being done high school but this year I find it soo hard for me to even get to school. I can be a very smart person if I try, but I honestly don’t even care anymore. I no that eventually I will graduate high school but me not going is really slowwing the process down. In one my my classes ( travel and tourism, a fairly easy course) I have 0% in and havn’t been there in over 2 weeks. It scares me because I have never actually failed a class before. Report card day used to be a very happy day where I would be praised for my good marks, now it is avoided at all costs so I dont have to be put down. Try harder, I guess thats what I have to do. But change is something I’am not good at.