stop being lazy

I kept up a 3.8 GPA, got a 2340 on the SAT, ended a stagnant relationship, and now am working two jobs.
I’m officially declaring myself cured.

I don’t know when I started being lazy. When I lived with my Dad I wasn’t allowed to be. Maybe that’s why I’m lazy now. When I lived with Dad we constantly was doing work, especially on the weekends. There was me and my three younger sisters and stepmom. We would be outside helping build a porch, burn garbage, painting, underpending the house, weeding, or helping him fix a car. I HATED it. Then after dinner we would have to clean the whole kitchen. If we were lucky Dad would drop us off at the movies or something.
Then when I moved out and with my boyfriend ( now husband) I guess I got carried away with my freedom. I kept our place clean for a little while but honestly it was just too hard, or so I tell myself. Now we have two babies, a 6 month old baby boy and a 2 and a half year old little girl. It creates constant arguments between me and my husband. When ever my friends come over I’m constantly making up excuses to why my house is such a mess.
Right now I should be cleaning. I promise my husband I would have it cleaned before our vacation starts Sunday. Instead I am on this computer looking up how not to be lazy instead of just getting up and doing it.
Maybe I can get support. HELP!!!

I feel so lazy that some times I wish to die resting. This is making things go bad to me in all areas of my life. I am looking for ways to give more meaning to my life and one thing I am almost sure it will help me is stop beeing laze. I´ll read how people here have done this.

i don’t want to do anything i love doing nothing.
all the time.
I’m great at making the lists.
just really bad and taking action.!!!
Any tips welcome!!

Here is how lazy i can be…
i started a blog or 12 of them all with 1 post and great thoughts to do the rest! material can’t be the issue my brain always runs! LOL

But most of my “Projects” are like that. like i only want to start things but never finish them!
ha ha!
sucks when you get halfway walking the dog and your like okay i’m don’t want to walk anymore… you still have to walk home DUH… now only if everything i started was like that!

hopes. my new mini laptop might help me maintain a steady master todo list and i can hopefully rockk that out again!

-Not making a to-do list
-Not thinking critically
-Watching movies and playing around online when I should be working

Sometimes, figuring out why you don’t want to do a specific task helps. For example, I don’t want to make a to-do list. Why? Because I’m afraid it will be too confusing. So I can make a plan.
And so forth.

I think I’ll try that.

1) Work out 1 set of muscles.
2) Fill out life agenda.
3) Write a to-do list.

I did all of it except that I decided to nap before my friend came rather than color as much as possible. I did color a bit, but very little.

This goal is rather unspecific, so today’s plan will be very, very specific. Three tasks that I’ve been putting off, that I’ll know when I’m finished with them.
The problem is, I’ll be spending most of the day with my friend, so they have to be kinda short.
1) Print out affirmations. 20 min. (I’m allowing for fudge time in these estimates)
2) Draw outline for next drawing and color as much of it as possible. 40+ min.
3) Read 20 pages. 40 min.
Hm… that’s more than enough to keep me occupied until my friend comes.
I’ll post later with how I did. :D

Getting better at this
not ready to check it off though!

I thought I shoudl specify what this goal means so I can tell when i’ve actually acheived it.
It means not leaving things to do later, not doing a shit job of things because i can’t be bothered.
This includes:
making my bed every day
hanging up/putting clothes away IMMEDIATELY!
having a tidy room in general, really..
cooking decent meals, not just having whatever’s easiest
exercising more

I had more, which I have now forgotten. Updates as they come to me!