Intended to get me telling people in real time how I feel. But for now I’m going to use it as journal to self. My moods are low too often so I need a place to vent and to track what’s going on. Before Christmas I considered an anti depressant. Couldn’t get myself to do it. Knew that I’d be fine come January. Well it’s April and I’m still not fine.

Trying to get things done in spite of how I feel is taking obscene amounts of energy. 13 months ago