get pregnant again

We have been trying since November to conceive #2. We have had no luck. I was taking progesterone and about to go for a fertility consult, but I had to re-evaluate what I believe about life.

I believe that God is the author of life and if I am to have more children, it will be in His time. No amount of “trying” on our part will put a life in my womb! We will keep doing our part (if you KWIM), but all the obsessing, charting, and trying to control things has to stop.

I am taking this off my list.

AFTER 10 YEARS….

I CAN’T BELIEVE IT! I’M FINALLY PREGNANT!

We’ve been TTC for the past two months now. Last month we got a BFN, but I wasn’t sad. This month is the month I was expecting our son. I’ve got mixed feelings about conceiving. On the one hand, I’d love to have a child. On the other hand, I am scared. However, the former seems to take more place in my life than the latter.

I was asked by a friend if I’d resent the baby if I got pregnant this month or would it be more special. I really don’t know. I think I’ll take things as they come.

Our gynaecologist gave us good news on the 29th of January. Seeing there was nothing in either my blood or the placenta which pointed to a reason for the miscarriage, we can start TTC again when we are emotionally ready. Now, time to get emotionally ready.

I have a 7 month old son and since he was only a couple months old I already wanted another one. I don’t know if I should go for it though. We are stable enough for it. I just don’t know if my husband wants another little joy in the family. Anyone got any tips or advise??? Cause this is drivin me crazy as hell.

We were expecting a child (who would be due in May), but at my 18 week 5 day check up, we found out that the baby had passed away in my womb. After labour was induced a day later, we found out it was a boy and named him Yannick. He’s now in Heaven with his three cousins and my grandmother. May he rest in peace and play well in the Lord’s garden.

We shall see what happens.

I could be! We’ll see.

No pun intended !

But hubby’s not too keen on a second child and hence I’m the only one trying to get things happening on the correct days :(

Every month brings new hopes and new disapponitments…

I think I am ready to start trying again. We were pregnant, but we miscarried. I have been having a hard time being around family and friends. You know how it is. you all just seem to get pregnant at the same time. Sadly, it didn’t work out for us, but everyone else is. i don’t think that I am ready for active trying, but I can see not preventing. I’m not ready to start getting my hopes up every month. I’d be a big nervous wreak. So, here’s to not preventing!