create the soundtrack to my life

This song is for the part in my life when I felt I could be in love, i was falling but I didn’t want to say anything. I just waited and hoped he’d make the confession! Which btw happened after I asked him if he ‘just liked me’ and we went back and fourth telling each other “You say it first, no you say it first…”

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Hands down
I’m too proud, for love
But with eyes shut
It’s you I’m thinking of
But how we move from A to B it can’t be up to me
Cause I don’t know
Eye to eye
Thigh to Thigh
I let go

I think I’m a little bit
Little bit

A little bit in love with you
But only if you’re a little bit
Little bit
Little bit
In lalalala love with me
Oh ah

Uh ooh ooh uh ooh ooh uh ooh oooh
Uh ooh ooh uh ooh ooh uh ooh oooh

And for you I keep my legs apart
And forget about my tainted heart
And I will never ever be the first
To say it’s still a, Game over
Ah ah ah
I would do it
Push a button
Pull a trigger
Over a mountain
Jump off a cliff
Cause you know baby I love you love you
A little bit

I would do it
You’d say it
You’d mean it
I would let you do it
It was you and I and I only
Ha hm

I think I’m a little bit
Little bit
A little bit in love with you
But only if you’re a little bit
Little bit
Little bit
In lalalala love with me

I think I’m a little bit
Little bit
A little bit in love with you
But only if you’re a little bit
Little bit
Little bit
In lalalala love with me
Ah oh

Come here
Stay with me
Stroke me
By the head
Cause I would give anything
Anything
To have you as my man

Come here
Stay with me
Stroke me, by the head
Cause I would give anything
Anything
To have you as my man

Little bit
Little bit
A little bit in love with you
But only if you’re a little bit
Little bit
Little bit
In lalalala love with me

I think I’m a little bit
Little bit
A little bit in love with you
But only if you’re a little bit
Little bit
Little bit

Endless Night, from the Lion King.

Billy Joel, “Vienna”

Slow down you crazy child
You’re so ambitious for a juvenile
But then if you’re so smart tell me why
Are you still so afraid?
Where’s the fire, what’s the hurry about?
You better cool it off before you burn it out
You got so much to do and only
So many hours in a day

But you know that when the truth is told
That you can get what you want
Or you can just get old
You’re gonna kick off before you even get halfway through
When will you realize…Vienna waits for you

Slow down you’re doing fine
You can’t be everything you want to be
Before your time
Although it’s so romantic on the borderline tonight (tonight)
Too bad but it’s the life you lead
You’re so ahead of yourself
That you forgot what you need
Though you can see when you’re wrong
You know you can’t always see when you’re right(you’re right)

You got your passion you got your pride
But don’t you know that only fools are satisfied?
Dream on but don’t imagine they’ll all come true
When will you realize
Vienna waits for you

Slow down you crazy child
Take the phone off the hook and disappear for a while
It’s alright you can afford to lose a day or two
When will you realize…
Vienna waits for you.

And you know that when the truth is told
That you can get what you want
Or you can just get old
You’re gonna kick off before you even get halfway through

Why don’t you realize…Vienna waits for you
When will you realize…Vienna waits for you

This reminds both me (and my mom) about growing up. If a song reminds your mother about you, it definitely belongs on the soundtrack of your life.

“Welcome to the real world,”
She said to me
Condescendingly
“Take a seat, take your life,
Plot it out in black and white.”

Well I’ll never live the dream of the prom kings
And the drama queens
I’d like to think the best of me
Is still hiding up my sleeve

They love to tell you
“Stay inside the lines.”
But something’s better
On the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there’s no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you’ve got to rise above

So the good boys and girls take the so-called right track
Faded white hats, grabbing credits,
Maybe transfers
They read all the books, but they can’t find the answers

All of our parents
They’re getting older
I wonder if they’ve wished for anything better
While in their memories
Tiny tragedies

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there’s no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you’ve got to rise above

I am invincible
As long as I’m alive

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there’s no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you’ve got to rise above

I just can’t wait for my ten-year reunion
I’m gonna bust down the double-doors
And when I stand on these tables before you
You’ll know what all this time was for.

“One Step At A Time”
(whispers are shown in parentheses)

Hurry up… and wait…
So close, but so far away…
Everything that you always dreamed of
...close enough for you to taste, but you just can’t touch!

[Pre-chorus:]
(You wanna) you wanna show the world,
but no one knows your name (no one knows your name) yet
You wonder when and where and how you’re gonna make it
You know (you know) you can, if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slammin’!
(You’re feelin’)Now you’re feelin’ more and more
frustrated… (frustrated)
And you’re getting all kind of impatient… (-patient…)
...Waitin’... (waitin’...)
We live and we learn to take

[Chorus:]
One step at a time,
there’s no need to rush
It’s like learning to fly,
or falling in love (just like falling in love)
It’s gonna happen (it’s gonna happen) when it’s supposed to happen
and we find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe… and you doubt…
You’re confused… and got it all figured out…
Everything that you always wished for…
Could be yours! Should be yours! Would be yours!
If they only knew!

[Pre-chorus & Chorus]

When you can’t wait any longer… (ya can’t wait)
But there’s no end in sight…
(when you need to find the strength…)
It’s your faith that makes you stronger!
(The only way we get there) The only way we get there…
is one step at a time!!

[Chorus x2]

Jeff Buckley, “Last Goodbye”

This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die.
But it’s over
Just hear this and then I’ll go:
You gave me more to live for,
More than you’ll ever know.

Well, this is our last embrace,
Must I dream and always see your face?
Why can’t we overcome this wall?
Baby, maybe it’s just because I didn’t know you at all.

Kiss me, please kiss me,
But kiss me out of desire, babe, and not consolation.
Oh, you know it makes me so angry ‘cause I know that in time
I’ll only make you cry, this is our last goodbye.

Did you say, “No, this can’t happen to me”?
And did you rush to the phone to call?
Was there a voice unkind in the back of your mind saying,
“Maybe, you didn’t know him at all,
you didn’t know him at all,
oh, you didn’t know”?

Well, the bells out in the church tower chime,
Burning clues into this heart of mine.
Thinking so hard on her soft eyes, and the memories
Offer signs that it’s over, it’s over.

The whole of my life soundtrack will not be entirely as sad as this song can be, but it deserves its spot nonetheless.

I don’t think that I could make just one soundtrack to describe my life…but so far I have a few. Mainly for my love life.

I so hood i got these golds up in my mouth you fight ill nock you out

Life ain’t always beautiful
Sometimes it’s just plain hard
Life can knock you down, it can break your heart

Life ain’t always beautiful
You think you’re on your way
And it’s just a dead end road at the end of the day

But the struggles make you stronger
And the changes make you wise
And happiness has it’s own way of takin it’s sweet time

CHOURS
No, life ain’t always beautiful
Tears will fall sometimes
Life aint always beautiful
But it’s a beautiful ride

Life ain’t always beautiful
Some days I miss your smile
I get tired of walkin all these lonely miles

And I wish for just one minute
I could see your pretty face
Guess I can dream, but life don’t work that way

But the struggles make me stronger
And the changes make me wise
And happiness has it’s own way of takin it’s sweet time

No, life ain’t always beautiful
But i know i’ll be fine
Hey, life aint always beautiful
But it’s a beautiful ride
What a beautiful ride

This reminds me of summer, free, uninhibited, and in love.

You swim like you’re on fire
live like your last day
drink like its water
there’s no tomorrow
And you think no one can hear you
Raise your hands to be called on
you know all the answers
Your the most colourful thing that i’ve seen
Your the most colourful thing that i’ve seen
Your the most colourful thing that i’ve seen
You dance like no one’s watching
Sing ‘til the song ends
then you sing some more
And we can hardly believe it
words that flow from your mouth,
Drink like its water
Your the most colourful thing that i’ve seen
Your the most beautiful thing that i’ve seen
Your the most colourful thing that i’ve seen
You are an enigma walking
make no excuses for the way that you carry on
and we can hardly believe it
words that flow from your mouth
Drink like its water girl
Drink like its water girl
Your the most colourful thing that i’ve seen
Your the most beautiful thing that i’ve seen
Your the most colourful thing that i’ve seen
You are so colourful

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g0ILjbKfrAU