be positive - no matter what

Before school, I had a phone call. It was a really hard phone call to hear. What do you say to such news? How do you react? Even after the phone was silent, I stood in the same spot listening. I don’t know what I was listening for, except maybe that still small voice would comfort and say, “Don’t give up.” or “Everything’s fine.” The sad thing about is that I wanted to cry—cry immediately and climb back into bed. But I had to go to work. So here I am, tear soaked face and all. How do I teach today? What can I tell my students? Life is not what you think. People are not either.

I gotta get through this day. And I dont know how…

umm. give up! i got really down yesterday. i kind of worked myself into it but i can’t really control it. i’m in a weird giving up/but happy mood. being positive / hopeful can actually make me frustrated and depressed so it’s not always a good thing. i just can’t do the proper positive, zest for life thing all hte time. nothing bad really happens to me, i create my own negativity. it’s who i am :/

this is SO hard.

although i still worry and get a bit sad a lot, recently i haven’t been so depressed. there’s a quit positivity somewhere, so the sadness is a bitter-sweet sadness and not complete desparation and negativity. this is good.

I really want to accomplish this! With some things I’m optimistic, but there are far too many situations everyday where my thoughts and actions are negative. I want this to change!

for me to look at the upside of things once you train your mind to do it. Things are not always as bad as they seem!

even by withholding comments . . .

at this goal. it’s a way of my life now. though, sometimes i can’t help being so negative but i can rid that thinking off my head as soon as i feel i am so negative. So, this goal is adopted to my life and done..

anyone to complete me, i am completed within.
Though, i am longing for someone to share my life with, i still can be happy alone.. I am Ms. Loneliness and Happiness…

Sound positive, huh??