I want to see the Anasazi cave dwellings

I am drawn to this part of history. I can’t get enough of them and wonder why. Someday I will see this place.
At one time a friend brought some beads and carvings taken from the Anasazi dwellings (taken years ago, before laws prohibited it) and I held them in my hands. I felt so privileged. Can it get any better than that?