fall in love forever

Eventually… I know I will. I’m not worried.

:)

“Find someone to love ME forever!!”

Cuz it seems that is going to be the struggle, not what I have it at now!

he’s the only one who can take away my loneliness, the one who makes my heart sing. no one else can fill my empty soul…there’s no one else I want or need. my life, heart, mind, soul are his forever and ever!

Jesus is life.

i really dont like it when i hear that every other young teenager/kid says that they are in love. or that right when someone gets a girlfriend/boyfriend after going out with them for like an hour they are already saying I LOVE YOU. i think the word love is used too much when they dont actually mean ‘love’

I came out from a lot of failed relationship. When will be the last one? I want it to be once and forever.

STINKS

!!!!!!

that I was at work and nabil showed up. I ran towards him and just attacked him with the biggest hug. He hugged me back and it was perfect. Then my phone rang and it basically woke me up. I tried so hard to fall back asleep to that dream. You ever try to do that? It didn’t work, the dream was lost. Now I am sad! I lost my best friend and all I have wanted for the past three weeks is a hug from him!! It took a dream to actually get one.

I was going to fly out to LA today for just the day so that I could talk to him to his face. I looked into plane tickets and was just waiting for his ok before buying them. He never responded to my phone call or texts about it. He has definitly defintly written me off. I don’t think I exsist to him anymore! And that breaks my heart! I know you all think I should let it go, let him go, But it is hard. I love him, he has been my best friend and now just like that, when I need him the most, he is gone!

:(

for six weeks nabil has returned to LA. He left bright and early yesterday morning! We had a lot of fun while he was here. We also had our share of Drama!! :) nabil should be coming back next month. :) So that is HAPPY! I guess if I turn out pregnant a lot about him may be up in the air. But for now, he has left me and it makes me sad. But I will see him next month so I am ok! It was fun to play with him here while it lasted!

I have had it real hard when it comes to love and i want to give up but i am a romantic ….One day i hope i will find who i am looking for…. if you know anyone let me know lol

EVERY LAST ONE OF YOU…... I CAN’T PLEASE AND I’M PRETTY GOOD AT IT.